Ok...first of all...those fools at bestbuy dont want me to descend on their dumbasses!! I'm so freaking pissed..those bastards...
I jejely went to go buy an external hard drive because i'm constantly in fear of losing all my valuables on my computer. So i walked up to the cashier and:
StupidFoolofacashier(STFOAC): do you have a reward zone card?
LoyalBestBuyCustomer(ME): yes *proceeds to look for rewards zone card...while placing credit card on counter*
STFOAC:*swipe*
ME: i cant find my card..can you look it up by name?
STFOAC: I already swiped your card
ME: you asked if i had a reward zone card and i said yes...why didnt you wait
STFOAC: I didnt hear you, next time you should try to speak up *(I SHIT YOU NOT!)*
ME: Can't you void it and try again? *looking at him with a..'i'm slowly getting pissed and will rip your freaking heart out...stomp on it and feed it to you' look, that is obviously not yet universally recognized
Bold Ass STFOAC: No
ME: I need to speak to a manager RIGHT NOW!!!!
STFOAC: *rolls eyes and beckons gay ass manager (GAYASS)*
-------------------------- enter GAYASS---------------------------
GAYASS and STFOAC talk...low, but not low enough that i cant hear
I know have impeccable hearing but those bitches where talking low too...in a loud ass store.
Anyways
ME: this dude just told me he cant revoke this, he swiped my card without permission
GAYASS: well, he cant apply the reward zone after the card has been swiped.
ME: *thinking this dude is definitely deaf!* I just told you that he didnt it without my permission.
STFOAC: i didnt hear her say she had a reward zone card
ME: you know what..i don't want that external drive
GAYASS: does a return with an attitude...
ME: I dont know if you guys are having a bad day, but i'm the customer here and you are treating me like you're doing me a favor when in fact i'm part of the reason you have this $5/hr job
GAYASS and STFOAC: *blank stares*
ME: I have a zero balance, i need to close my account right now
GAYASS: you can go to customer service
so i did.... I'm so freaking done with those fools...luckily there's a circuit city close by. Their customer service is appaling...so i sent an email and complained.
Saturday, December 29, 2007
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
Wow
Ok..i dunno who reads my blog
But it's my blog and i can say whatever the hell i want...
Looking at pictures on my friends facebook today..
i realize that it took me two years plus to say this..and i think..i might actually mean it.
"I AM OVER THE WHOLE NIFEMI DEBAUCLE"
Like..not in a i want to never see him again way,
But not in a I want us to be "friends" again way either.
Like in an LC "I want to forgive you and I want to forget you" kinda way.
It feels good!!
I mean I looked at a picture and I didnt have one single hate thought towards him!!
Now I hope i can get to that level with that FEMI fool and with HWNSNBM...just be civil and be done with 'em!!
WOW
In other news... HOME SWEET HOME SOON!!! Can't wait.
But it's my blog and i can say whatever the hell i want...
Looking at pictures on my friends facebook today..
i realize that it took me two years plus to say this..and i think..i might actually mean it.
"I AM OVER THE WHOLE NIFEMI DEBAUCLE"
Like..not in a i want to never see him again way,
But not in a I want us to be "friends" again way either.
Like in an LC "I want to forgive you and I want to forget you" kinda way.
It feels good!!
I mean I looked at a picture and I didnt have one single hate thought towards him!!
Now I hope i can get to that level with that FEMI fool and with HWNSNBM...just be civil and be done with 'em!!
WOW
In other news... HOME SWEET HOME SOON!!! Can't wait.
Monday, December 17, 2007
Um...
i forgot what i was about to say.
Oh yes...the 90's... I miss the 90's.
I miss felicity and dawson's creek and beverly hills 90210. I miss music....
I miss innocence...
freaking adulthood and old age!!
Oh yes...the 90's... I miss the 90's.
I miss felicity and dawson's creek and beverly hills 90210. I miss music....
I miss innocence...
freaking adulthood and old age!!
Sunday, December 16, 2007
Tiredness...(twofer!)
So apparently, I have a clique..lol..
Me, my roomie, shelby, and michelle!!
We hung out yesterday sans michelle...went to the movies
I Am Legend was pretty good! so was The Golden Compass
Then we went shopping, and then we went to dinner and this billiards place afterwards..fun day, good distractions.
Anyway..we were talking about what else...life and relationships.
I've come to the realization that i'm tired of the in between.
I know i dont really get a say..God's time and what not..
But if my vocalization brings some sort of permanence to fruition then damn it i'm going to say it.
I just want to be done with the whole cat and mouse game
Want to find that one person and spend however long it takes building something lasting and forever.
Preferably someone equally as commited to making it work as I am to it.
No more mirages.
Not saying i'm ready to get married but i'm tired of the chase...it takes however long it takes i guess...
Me, my roomie, shelby, and michelle!!
We hung out yesterday sans michelle...went to the movies
I Am Legend was pretty good! so was The Golden Compass
Then we went shopping, and then we went to dinner and this billiards place afterwards..fun day, good distractions.
Anyway..we were talking about what else...life and relationships.
I've come to the realization that i'm tired of the in between.
I know i dont really get a say..God's time and what not..
But if my vocalization brings some sort of permanence to fruition then damn it i'm going to say it.
I just want to be done with the whole cat and mouse game
Want to find that one person and spend however long it takes building something lasting and forever.
Preferably someone equally as commited to making it work as I am to it.
No more mirages.
Not saying i'm ready to get married but i'm tired of the chase...it takes however long it takes i guess...
Almost doesnt count
I almost feel normal
Naturally still miss us-him
But
I was thinking and i didnt know what to believe
When you don't know what to believe--believe yourself.
Not kids..should be able to maintain an adult relationship
should be willing to put in the work and effort to make it work
cant do that alone
cant feel alone in it
cant lie
not cool
maybe i wanted too much too soon
should've been more patient
didn't know what to believe
or
refused to believe what was in front of me
distractions are strong
Naturally still miss us-him
But
I was thinking and i didnt know what to believe
When you don't know what to believe--believe yourself.
Not kids..should be able to maintain an adult relationship
should be willing to put in the work and effort to make it work
cant do that alone
cant feel alone in it
cant lie
not cool
maybe i wanted too much too soon
should've been more patient
didn't know what to believe
or
refused to believe what was in front of me
distractions are strong
Thursday, December 13, 2007
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Goals...Distractions...Self
It's only been three days but it feels like an eternity
Still a little hurt, more confused...more in doubt.
I dont know if I/We made the right decision.
But I believe that everything happens for a reason
And that things work out the way they're meant to.
I think i really need to focus on myself mentally,emotionally,physically and spiritually
But i'm finding it's really not that easy (no duh!)
Physically, my focus has been pretty good so far...can't wait to see actual results!
Mentally..as per work..i really need to get more knowledge and experience under my belt.
Emotionally..ok fine, right now emotionally i'm a wreck which is why i try to find other ways to distract myself...I can get through work...and thank God for my roommate...and TV..then it's sleep but for the first time, i'm actually seriously considering seeing a shrink (shut up!) If that isn't the epitome of being americanized!! sighs....
Even before, I've always kinda known i need to sort out my emotions, not doing so usually does more harm than good in the long run.
Spiritually..I'm a disgrace..that's pretty much all i can say about that. I started reading proverbs and i felt like my life is just like some equipment that was put together wrong because the instruction manual wasn't read first. Luckily for us...we get do-overs...and I know I've gotten a million times more than I deserve.
If for no other reason..I'm really not getting any younger and I'm wasting my life away, so I dont have many chances at do-overs yet. And each distraction draws me further back than the one before.
I need to stick to it...
~~~coming soon~~~
My little cousin Grace was singing this song incessantly for one whole day and when i figured out what she was singing and listened to the words...they wrote it for me.
Still a little hurt, more confused...more in doubt.
I dont know if I/We made the right decision.
But I believe that everything happens for a reason
And that things work out the way they're meant to.
I think i really need to focus on myself mentally,emotionally,physically and spiritually
But i'm finding it's really not that easy (no duh!)
Physically, my focus has been pretty good so far...can't wait to see actual results!
Mentally..as per work..i really need to get more knowledge and experience under my belt.
Emotionally..ok fine, right now emotionally i'm a wreck which is why i try to find other ways to distract myself...I can get through work...and thank God for my roommate...and TV..then it's sleep but for the first time, i'm actually seriously considering seeing a shrink (shut up!) If that isn't the epitome of being americanized!! sighs....
Even before, I've always kinda known i need to sort out my emotions, not doing so usually does more harm than good in the long run.
Spiritually..I'm a disgrace..that's pretty much all i can say about that. I started reading proverbs and i felt like my life is just like some equipment that was put together wrong because the instruction manual wasn't read first. Luckily for us...we get do-overs...and I know I've gotten a million times more than I deserve.
If for no other reason..I'm really not getting any younger and I'm wasting my life away, so I dont have many chances at do-overs yet. And each distraction draws me further back than the one before.
I need to stick to it...
~~~coming soon~~~
My little cousin Grace was singing this song incessantly for one whole day and when i figured out what she was singing and listened to the words...they wrote it for me.
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